It was meant to be an attack... Now, I don't know if that makes sense. I don't know if it was good or bad. But back then, we hated our world.
'We' is Miach, Tuan and me. Us three. [ She smiles softly, simply remembering the time when it was the three of them. A time she can never go back to. The most precious time of all. ]
In a world that taught us we are everyone's belonging, that we're so important... in that world, we felt suffocated. Everyone was full of love and compassion and caring and we... we couldn't keep up. I don't know how exactly Tuan or Miach felt, but for me it was...
[ She pauses, takes a breath and starts that over. ]
They were placing the weight of the world on my shoulders, telling me to love it. I couldn't love it. I couldn't love the world. I wanted out, I wanted to run away.
We wanted to exist as just us, nothing more. Just us. Unimportant little girls, selfish and alone. The world wouldn't allow it and we... we just couldn't bear it.
Miach hated the world most of all. She had all these impressive words for what it is doing to mankind, for how wrong it is, how fragile, how cruel... and Miach decided the best way to hurt this system would be to take from it what it deems most important: us.
Our bodies, the resource. Prove our worthlessness once and for all. Prove that we belong only to us.
We were going to die as all three of us. Starving ourselves to death in plain sight.
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'We' is Miach, Tuan and me. Us three. [ She smiles softly, simply remembering the time when it was the three of them. A time she can never go back to. The most precious time of all. ]
In a world that taught us we are everyone's belonging, that we're so important... in that world, we felt suffocated. Everyone was full of love and compassion and caring and we... we couldn't keep up. I don't know how exactly Tuan or Miach felt, but for me it was...
[ She pauses, takes a breath and starts that over. ]
They were placing the weight of the world on my shoulders, telling me to love it. I couldn't love it. I couldn't love the world. I wanted out, I wanted to run away.
We wanted to exist as just us, nothing more. Just us. Unimportant little girls, selfish and alone. The world wouldn't allow it and we... we just couldn't bear it.
Miach hated the world most of all. She had all these impressive words for what it is doing to mankind, for how wrong it is, how fragile, how cruel... and Miach decided the best way to hurt this system would be to take from it what it deems most important: us.
Our bodies, the resource. Prove our worthlessness once and for all. Prove that we belong only to us.
We were going to die as all three of us. Starving ourselves to death in plain sight.
Just... I couldn't do it.