[After the execution, Dazai wakes up-- in his room. It's been a long time since he's seen this particular motel room. And it feels like salt on his wounds to see it now, even if realistically he's not sure that returning to... his room would be any better.
Of the people he'd cared for the most... there's no one left now. He... had...
Dazai lays on the bed for what could be days, months, years... he doesn't move. Not to eat, drink or... anything. He'll be here for a while. Failure is a bitter pill to swallow. But how fitting that he would be the only one unable to succeed in a betrayal ending in death. Again... he's forced to live a life who's end is all he seeks.
cw: suicidal thoughts
Of the people he'd cared for the most... there's no one left now. He... had...
Dazai lays on the bed for what could be days, months, years... he doesn't move. Not to eat, drink or... anything. He'll be here for a while. Failure is a bitter pill to swallow. But how fitting that he would be the only one unable to succeed in a betrayal ending in death. Again... he's forced to live a life who's end is all he seeks.
He won't be leaving his motel room at all today.]