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Cartesio NPCs ([personal profile] cartesio) wrote in [community profile] cartesianism2018-10-14 10:52 am

WEEK 3: April 15th - April 19th



Third Week
The peaceful times are over. Moloch von Zinzer was murdered, and Nine was sentenced as his murderer. Everyone in Cartesio knows that.

Although life goes on, it seems the town of Cartesio isn't going to forget the tourists' transgressions. Not only they commited larceny in the cinema, they also murdered and executed in their town! It's no surprise their hospitality towards the visitors has cooled down considerably.

Not only they're maintaining a tense cordiality with them, they also have started talking behind the visitors' backs. All kinds of rumors are starting to sprout, yet nobody seems to be willing to say it to the tourists' faces. Talking directly to most passerby makes them distrustful, and nobody seems to want to be in close quarters alone with them.

It's only matter of time before the relationship between tourists and Cartesio starts degrading even further.

In the lobby of the motel there's a few more brochures, and the maps have been updated once again.

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[Welcome to the third week! If you want to contact the Sergeant, please post here!. Also please remember to submit your activity check!]
integratedsoul: (that watching you)

[personal profile] integratedsoul 2018-10-23 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ With both of her hands now free, Cian uses them to wipe away her tears with determination. Her two minutes of breakdown are over, she's done now, thank you very much. ]

The fact that you did say it means something to me though.

[ Leaving it completely undiscussed whether or not she agrees Keith's assessment is 'obvious'. Cian really doesn't think it is. ]

Emotions aside, that's why Miach wants me to die. For her, that is what being brave means. I'm still alive, so evidently I am still not reaching that standard.

[ Followed by a hollow chuckle. ]

Story end.
marmoron: marmoron (side glancing)

[personal profile] marmoron 2018-10-23 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't owe her anything.

[That response is quick, perhaps out of a desire to move away from the topic of what he said.]

You live for you. If you want to die, then I guess that's up to you. But you;ve already carried thirteen years of guilt for nothing because she was too much of an ass to let you know she was alive all that time. Enough is enough, Cian.
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[personal profile] integratedsoul 2018-10-25 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... ah.... Cian stays silent for a moment, letting that sink in. 'You live for you'. In the end, that had been the baseline of Miach's teachings as well. Funny how that worked out. ]

Who knows what her circumstances were... but, thank you. Sincerely.

[ You wanted to move away from thanks?? Too bad. ]
marmoron: marmoron (gloomy face)

[personal profile] marmoron 2018-10-28 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Circumstances. Keith can't judge, no -- as Cian says, it's hard to know. But he does know that even when Shiro had reportedly died on the Kerberos mission or when Shiro had gone missing after their battle with Zarkon that he'd done everything in his power to find him again. Everything and anything.

And he knows Shiro did the same, that Shiro tried his hardest to come back. Keith's never doubted that for a second. It's hard to imagine Shiro failing to get even one message across to him if he'd been missing for thirteen years. Not even being abducted by the Galra kept him away that long. Heck, not even dying kept him quiet for that long.

It's hard not to read into a thirteen year stretch of silence as coming from any other place than cold indifference.

He'll ignore her thanks -- he's already said to stop thanking him. Instead, he glances up, expression more serious.
]

It's hard for me to understand something like that. I never accepted it when everyone said my brother had gone missing on a mission. Didn't accept it when he disappeared the second time either. The first time, he was captured by the Galra while he was out on a mission exploring Kerberos. The second time he really did die. Circumstances never stopped us from finding each other again.
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[personal profile] integratedsoul 2018-10-29 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ This kind of raises a possibility that Cian hadn't thought of yet: Miach might have really been dead and somehow resurrected only recently. After everything that happened here and that she heard about from others including Keith just now, Cian doesn't consider this impossible anymore.

But also, this has quickly become entirely besides the point. ]


... that's amazing. It must take a really special connection to achieve this. Both of you seem to be incredible people.
marmoron: by request of the icon creator, pls do not take (eyes down)

[personal profile] marmoron 2018-10-29 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[A really special connection, huh? For a moment, something in Keith's chest hurts, just thinking about everything they've gone through together and apart, thinking about everything that they still haven't faced together. May not face together because so much of what's going on back home is unknown. A terrifying abyss that might swallow
Keith whole if he lets his faith in the paladins falter even for a moment.
]

Shiro saved my life. He.... he believed in me when nobody else did. When there was nobody else there for me, he came into my life and told me not to give up on myself.

[There's a bittersweet smile on his lips as he looks down at his food. He doesn't have words for this. There are forces in the world that go unnamed, but are strong enough to move mountains and achieve the impossible.]

Shiro's an incredible person. [I miss him. So... so much.] ...You'd have liked him. Everyone does.
integratedsoul: (so i just stay out of the way)

[personal profile] integratedsoul 2018-10-29 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ 'Miach is that for me' Cian starts to think, but then... that isn't really true, is it? While Miach has shaped her into the person she is today and while Miach gave her words and experiences she'd never have made on her own...

Even then, wasn't it more that Cian wanted to be that person for Miach, just a little? Hold her back from the abyss, keep her stable... just a bit. It was easier times when she still thought she could do that. ]


I probably would, yes. [ Cian likes everyone, in the placid little way she's been taught. ]

No wonder you don't think much of Miach, this is such a different type of bond.
marmoron: marmoron (troubled)

[personal profile] marmoron 2018-10-29 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Still looking at the table, Keith doesn't answer immediately. He takes a deep breath first, trying to decide how much he really wants to say on the matter. He's already said too much, hasn't he?]

I just know that if it were Shiro, he'd have found a way to let me know what was going on. No matter what it took. Just like I'm trying to do for him and the paladins now.

I'm never giving up on Shiro. I know he'll never give up on me.
integratedsoul: (you who cursed this world)

[personal profile] integratedsoul 2018-10-29 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
If there is ever anything I can do to help you with this, let me know.

[ Cian already knows that her own friendship story is over. Even if he would manage to prove herself to Miach now, what was between the three of them is irreparably broken. There is no way to go back to three little girls eating lunch on a rooftop together.

Keith's story isn't over. What he shares with this brother of his isn't broken. Cian thinks it would make her very happy to see them reunited. Keith would never make the same mistakes she had made, Cian knows, and still... if there is anything she can do to be of assistance just a bit, it'd selfishly make her feel better too. ]
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[personal profile] marmoron 2018-10-29 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[That isn't what he was expecting to hear from anyone in Cartesio, really. The offer to help him find a way out or kill the Sergeant -- maybe. The offer to help him in an endeavor that's focused more around his own personal business just feels off. Strange. This was something he perceived as a task he has to undertake on his own, just like it used to be before the paladins ever became a part of his life.

For .. not the first time during this conversation, Keith's surprised -- visibly so. Cian's got a talent for making him run through several feelings at a time apparently.
]

That's.... [Unnecessary is his kneejerk thought. But then.... so much of his life has been learning that he doesn't have to do everything alone. That there are people out there he doesn't have to push away, and it's not just the paladins. THere are people like that in Cartesio too.

People like Cian who've never been in situations like this. Has probably never held a weapon in her life. Someone he'd never have considered reliable in a war, but could still be part of a team here maybe.... Heh. What kind of person would he be, if he got someone harmless like Cian in trouble for helping him.
]

....thanks. Sincerely.

[He clears his throat.]

If there's anything I can do for you, let me know too.
Edited 2018-10-29 03:52 (UTC)