natalie "awkwardly cares" goodman (
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cartesianism2018-11-03 04:45 pm
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week 5, post trial.
[Another week draws to a close, but as more culprits are led away, something is different all the same. After this particular trial, perhaps it's not a surprise that there's no note or offer to meet in a specific place tonight. Can any of them say they have any energy or desire to do something like that at a time like this? The place they regrouped last Saturday evening stands there, burned nearly beyond recognition, and the townspeople look at them with the distrust that's been steadily building. Not to mention... Those are the least of the losses they've faced in the last few days.
Of course, even as so much changes day by day, the town remains, with plenty of places for people to go if they don't want to stay inside the motel. Where can you be found tonight?]
Of course, even as so much changes day by day, the town remains, with plenty of places for people to go if they don't want to stay inside the motel. Where can you be found tonight?]
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Both.
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[She's tired, though, so rather than dance around the reason...]
Why are you here?
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If you're gonna give me bullshit when shit hits the fan, I'm gonna give it right back to you.
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What bullshit are you here to give me, then?
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Talk. Get it out—I've seen what happens when you don't.
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So, instead of the silence or outright refusal most others would get:]
What do you want me to say? That they mattered to me? That I'm just... fucking tired of people trying to get me to open up, and then dying once I finally trust them? Because they did, and I am. Happy?
[There's none of the anger she wants to muster. She just sounds lost.]
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[ Moving on. ]
That mean you're gonna stop doing it?
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[She runs a hand over her face.]
It doesn't matter what I do either way, alright? Because people are just going to keep being fucking stupid and wandering around on Thursday nights, and other people are going to keep being stupid and falling for the bullshit he puts us up to.
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Seems like all your problems are really with the Sergeant.
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Sure, but it's not like I can do anything about that, either. Not right now, at least.
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[She’s not going to mention her plans for tomorrow, but...]
We’ve seen what happens to people who mess with him.
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...What would you do differently, then?
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Not blatantly break his rules in front of him. Trying to leave is pointless. Fighting him would only be worth it if you knew a weakness beforehand. If you're askin me what I would normally do, I'd send someone who's good at infiltration to gather intel. Heavyhitters come later.
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So if I said I already had plans for that with someone, you wouldn't try to stop me?
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Did you forget who you're talking to?
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You're not insane like most of the Vanguard. Long as you're not stupid, don't see why I'd need to.
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I won't be stupid. I'm not the only one who's going to be there, I can't be.
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Then as long as they're not stupid.
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[She says that much, even if she doesn’t specify.]
Why, you worried or something?
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Nah. Just got a low tolerance for stupidity.
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[She means to come off flippant, but it falls flat somehow.]
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Lemme know if you need fire.
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