natalie "awkwardly cares" goodman (
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cartesianism2018-11-03 04:45 pm
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week 5, post trial.
[Another week draws to a close, but as more culprits are led away, something is different all the same. After this particular trial, perhaps it's not a surprise that there's no note or offer to meet in a specific place tonight. Can any of them say they have any energy or desire to do something like that at a time like this? The place they regrouped last Saturday evening stands there, burned nearly beyond recognition, and the townspeople look at them with the distrust that's been steadily building. Not to mention... Those are the least of the losses they've faced in the last few days.
Of course, even as so much changes day by day, the town remains, with plenty of places for people to go if they don't want to stay inside the motel. Where can you be found tonight?]
Of course, even as so much changes day by day, the town remains, with plenty of places for people to go if they don't want to stay inside the motel. Where can you be found tonight?]
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There's no way I could see everything for myself. Countries rise and fall all the time - I've even seen a few collapse myself within three days.
But that's what makes it worth it to keep living, isn't it? Every moment you're alive is unique. Things will never be exactly the same as they are right then. The things you see and experience... all of that is only for you.
[Her gaze started off on Natalie, but it drifts elsewhere as she talks.]
I'm only one person in a great, vast world - no, universe. But my experiences are still important to me, and the things I do might become important experiences to others. When I think of the limitless potential... that's what's so exciting about it all.
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It sounds pretty nice, when you put it like that.
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Maybe it makes me strange, but I think... all the ways the world is flawed, all the ways it's cruel... just contributes to the beauty of the world.
The world is beautiful, because it is not. Things will never be perfect no matter where you go, but that doesn't make it any less special when you finally get a chance to see it for yourself - or even survive it, in some cases.
[And then, she releases a soft sigh, smile fading to seriousness again.]
I'd prefer not to be stuck here of course, but even my experience being here, and meeting all of you... For better or for worse, I'll carry them with me as well.
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You think any of us will see each other again after all this is over?
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I rarely meet people on the roads again after I've left them, but for the others... it's possible.
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[Just saying.]
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Who were they?
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He was a really good fighter.
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Is there a reason you fought both times?
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The second time, I was hired as a guard while traveling on a country made up of ships that would take people across the water. He chose to live among the people during that time instead, so when he started to approach the elders of the country, I had to step in. It seems the reason he did that was because the ships were falling apart though, so I ended up accompanying him to see the elders ourselves.
[You know.
The usual.]
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First of all, wait, why did you want to fight for the right for citizenship? That doesn't seem like you.
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Later, I ran into the woman again, and she said it was a truly wonderful place that I should make sure to visit. I only found out about the tournament when I was signed up at the gate, and refusing meant being enslaved instead.
[It was not ideal.]
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[Hm.]
Wait, so whoever didn't win their tournament was forced into slavery?
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Just... most of the people who went to that place went there to kill. So most of the time, if you surrendered, you would die.